stepping forwards..yet again.

The weekend was pleasant and effective containing of laundry, story watching on tv, and friends and family.
Firstly on friday we watched the finnishing chapters of the swedish tv-series "girl on the stonebench...and the white shadows among the trees" (I think it's the correct name). And well...it was exciting with a happy end, though a bit sudden I think.
On wednesday I washed clothed at dad and Ingers and sat with Inger in the living room and talked and talked about "life" as she told dad. It felt good. I havn't talked to her like that in a while.
Then in the evening I went over to Micka and together we made dinner. Carrot pasta with lobster tails in a creamy sauce. It was unusual and tasty. A spring dish. We talked alot during the dinner, about her decition to get pregnant in the fall for example...
It's exciting. But feels kind of weird when a friend, my age, is thinking about babies when I couldnt be further from that place...

Then we went to rent a movie and buy some candy and cheese doodles. A whole lot of unhealthy stuff hehe. But damn it felt like old times, when we used to meet micka, me and linda at mickas, sit all three in her couch under a thick blanket in her room and have movie nights like that. Same place when I started drink light alcoholic cider for the first time.
Anyway..it was a good movie. "Timetravelers Wife". I recommend it for all who loves a good love story. Its about a time traveler, who has no control over his ability. How he and the girl manage to have their life together and how their destinys are woven together. Really fascinating.
Something that caught my ear, somehting they said in the extras:
how fleeting and short the moments of happiness are, how we much grab them when they come and enjoy them the best we can, because thats all there is. And I recognize that. Very much.

Then after that a chat date with Prieto...

Sunday I had to go back to ingers and wash another load. And another nice time at their place. Then off to mum for a sundays dinner. meeting mum, helena and tjåken. Tjåken was excited about his blueberry chocolate :P (and his hand-made blueberry wine that he and mum has drunken off many saturday nights. The retro 70-ties people...and we shouldn't mention the hideous stews they make. Food that contains of the most weird combinations, all mixed together like pig food. Practical, economical, probably nutritious and back to the basics. But waaaay to spicy. Mum stop using ethiopian spice! Thank god she made something normal this time.)
Anywho...
Mum and I got a chance for ourselves to talk also.
A lot of talking this weekend. I was all burned out for all the social activity, plus going to sleep too late two days in a row after a week of going to sleep at around 12 every night.

Then in monday. I was too tired I overslept and woke up 30 min before I was about to BE at the jobcenter. I called in sick and spend the day taking care of laundry, and dishes and resting. Feeling slightly bad with myself. This is what happens. I can't even stay up late in weekends. It ruins my orderly laid foundation.

Thuesday. - on time. :)
Spend the whole day in job center reading pages on internet about interviews. some where quite funny. There were actually a guy who suggested (I hope he was kidding) that you should not greet the interviewer, just run around in the room for a while then lay flat on the ground on the carpet in the middle of the room and roll yourself inside of it, pretending you are a cabbage roll! hehe..well there were some good and serious tips too.
Then I got stood up by mum after the job center. She was supposed to meet me in town. And calls five minuets afterwards, not appologizing, only telling me she's not gonna be there in an angry tone. Wth...well. I guess it serves me right for all the times I've been late. But I think its bad of her. Just because I have behaved badly doesnt mean others should copy me...

The I was on the interview. Pretty stressfull. Alot of people. I saw therese there. It was a nice surprise. Shes very professional and admireable I think. Always looks flawless. Like its always been between us two since we were five hehe. She looks like the polished princess and I look like the monkey/troll. Both ate icecream. She was spotless, I had icecream around my mouth and drops on my clothes...

anywho..Ill know the answer in a week.

Tomorrow Im not going to jobcenter since they are closed so Ill clean the apartment, meet dad and helena as usual and then go over to mums and sow a curtain for the living room.
Talking about home decorating...Ive finally decided what to do with the kitchen. I've gotten some inspiration to decide what colors to use and I picked:
yellow - for the warmth
pink - for the girlyness and contrast against the white-greyish colours in there
green - for the calming effect
Its gonna be nice to get the change, its really needed and feels good to have reached a desition even though it tan't be put into work yet but hopefully next month.

well..Ive used my less rigid timelimit far enough now so Im going to bed.

Good night!

Ps..if anyone would write me a comment or two it would be very appreciated. :)