Down she fell like Alice into the dark rabbit hole..

Ive done it again.
Just face it..Im a screw up. You could do so much better.

Can't believe I let it happen again. I fucked up. I didn't deliver. Again.
I missed it. I got all dressed up and fixed my CV and printed it out in the library and when I got there it was already over. Crying I biked home, condemning myself. All for nothing. Again.
What am I gonna tell them tomorrow?
Again and again and again I let you down, and others and myself.
I want to stop this chain of dissappointment.

I need help.

Maybe I should get a therapist or something...